Timothy, 18, describes how guns and greed put him in the Pendleton Juvenile Correctional Facility. Originally from Elkhart, he was paroled on Dec. 30 and now lives in Marshall County:
"When I was like 5, I was woken up by someone banging on my door, and I answered the door, and it was a black guy (who) used to live next door to me, and he was shot in the chest and in his back. He wanted me to call the cops, but I just shut the door and went back to sleep. I was scared.
"I was shot when I was 9 in the chest by a .22. The bullet wasn't meant for me. I got shot when I was walking through the projects. It made me want to (retaliate) . . . .
"I had my first gun when I was, I think, 12. It was a .38, and I got that from one of my friends. . . . I ain't never had to use it on nobody. . . .
"I started off selling drugs. You gotta have protection, so you start carrying a gun. When you start carrying guns, you're gonna get in fights, and then the guns get pulled out, people get shot, stray bullets fly. . . .
"I'm a parole violator. I was on my parole from Plainfield. I had a count of burglary, and I had a gun on me then, but it got dropped 'cause they didn't find the gun on me. The person I robbed set me up. And then I went for theft, which was a federal offense 'cause I robbed mailboxes 'cause people said that they were supposed to be getting like $5,000 in the mail, so we robbed some mailboxes. We never got what we was looking for, but we got Class B felonies out of it.
"(I also was charged with) possession of a controlled substance within a thousand feet of a school. I went into Plainfield, and I did 13 months locked up there. Then I got out, and I came back for violating my house arrest and not going to school. So that's why I'm here.
"I don't think it's fair. I skipped school for two days, but that's 'cause my dad was using drugs. I'm getting a longer sentence here than I did for robbing a house with a gun, stealing out of people's mailboxes and having a controlled substance.
"You're a teenager, this is the best years of your life, and you're behind these fences. You ain't got nothing to do. . . . It just ain't worth it."